The pain is still messing with my mind, making me grouchy, depressed, making me feel alone and abandoned. I think if it had started at a lower level and then slowly increased I could have built up a tolerance to it. Unfortunately, that's not the way it went. I have an appointment with my post polio physicians next week, I am going to throw myself on their mercy and hope that once again they can prop me up and get me going again. I am just too miserable to even be around right now.
“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may.
We ourselves must walk the path.”