The pain is still messing with my mind, making me grouchy, depressed, making me feel alone and abandoned. I think if it had started at a lower level and then slowly increased I could have built up a tolerance to it. Unfortunately, that's not the way it went. I have an appointment with my post polio physicians next week, I am going to throw myself on their mercy and hope that once again they can prop me up and get me going again. I am just too miserable to even be around right now.
“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may.
We ourselves must walk the path.”
I'm sorry to hear about your struggle with pain Joyce Ann. I am lucky in that my severe pain only comes with flare-ups. I can't imagine the everyday pain you have to deal with. I like the Buddha quote btw.
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thanks guy, I so needed some comfort yesterday.
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