Can it have been a year already? Sometimes it seems like just yesterday I talked with Judy, sometimes it seems like it has been forever.
I know that time has passed because I am no longer angry. I was so angry at her when she first passed away. Angry that she didn't tell me how sick she was. We told each other everything, why didn't she tell me that.
But there is no more anger, just sadness, such sadness. I miss her so much. I miss our weekly talks. I miss our girl trips. I miss having her to call when something happens in my life, good or bad.
I am sad because her children do not have a mother, her grandchildren don't have a grandma and her husband does not have his loving wife.
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” – Mark Twain